It's 1:0 4 ... midnight just passed... I was getting ready to go to bed, to pray for your happiness, wherever you may be, with whoever, but a message from you, unexpected made my sleepy need go away and my fingers pushed me to write this.
It's like a flower, last stage of a flower...
In the first stage you take a seed and gently place it in the most innocent ground, not too wet, not too sunny, not to far and not to close, just the way you used to place some more sensitivity in my heart every day not long ago...
Second phase , take care of the fragile young stem, just like you always teased me with your touching thoughts.... that got so deep in me I'm sure I'll never be able to let it go
Third phase, the blossom , the sweet shy perfume , for me it was enough to see you, but you choose to give me the most sincere hug ... a hug I'll remember a lifetime
a few later... I saw a tear in your left eye, but I didn't thought the next phase is so close...
Last phase, fading away ..... yes this is the way i feel now, but the flower's shadow will always keep me going, 'cause I know now , she's happy :) and I'm glad
So those who took their time to read this, please don't judge me for writing this, it's just something to leave behind before I'll be gone, and no one... will know anything from me again... I must go now...
